I MISS CHURCH ALOT ALOT ALOT!i miss alot of pple!
i miss rinnah alot. everytime i see stickers, i think of rinnah (:
being hit with chicken and his friend pox isn't nice at all.
especially at a time like this.
everyone else just finished their major papers and here i am, stuck at home ):
like what darren says, this really made me understand how the army pple feel when they get confined in camp.
usually, in a service, you just sit in it and get so engrossed in the presence of God and in His Word that you forget all about time.
you just get so absorbed in His presense that before you know it, TADAA 2 hours is over.
but time doesn't pass as quickly at home.
at 1455 i thought service is starting soon!
at 1505 i thought first praise song!
at 1600 which felt like 2 hours (i really thought service was over until i saw the time) and i thought, the sermon probably just started?
at 1645 its still the Word! or maybe Altar Call?
well.. to cut the long story short, that 2 hours was really long long long at home.
thn pple started to tell me abt how great last week's services were.
WHY CHICKEN POX NOW???!
thn agn, which ever week my chicken pox may have came, i'll be missing great services.
i wish i had chicken pox before i was saved...
and i also heard from gabrielle tht an angel came visiting our church during service last saturday.
i can't believe i'm missing so much because of chicken pox.
but perhaps this is a blessing in disguise?
afterall, Pastors always said "absence makes the heart grow fonder"
it is true!
i really really miss church and everyone now...
to the point that i even dream about church at night.
i would dream (as in, in my sleep) about me going to church despite my chicken pox.
and in the dream i would actually feel happy yet bad for going to church with chicken pox.
and my first thought when i wake up in the morning would be "i cant believe i went to church with chicken pox"
until reality hit me again and i realised i really really didn't go to church :(
but you know what, the church i saw in my dream was a really cool place (:
perhaps a vision of the future!
i saw really professional hair stylists and make-up artists in a super cool artiste room.
i dont knw how to describe, it's just cool.
but i knw how to describe the size of the church (:
the al fresco is so huge a street soccer court was actually built there! complete with those spotlights you'll see at street soccer courts and basketball courts.
and it was really amazing cos in my dreams, every weekend there will be ALOT of people playing after service, hanging out, having fun.
haha and no, i haven't been rotting my life away while waiting for the chicken pox to heal.
i've been watching heroes.
i've been studying.
i've been reading the Bible (until 430am last night! WOOHOOOO)
i've been listening to online sermons.
i've been making everyone register FOR BC ZONE CAMP!!!!
***and those from c3 who are interested and not yet registered, do contact me soon (: i'm super free now, 24/7 open hotline (:
and i'll probably spend the rest of this holiday doing the above.
it's gna be a fruitful break (:
can't wait to go back to church again!!
I MISS CHURCH (:
-ruoen
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