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i had a dream.
one would call it a nightmare but no, it's a dream.
God gave me that dream.
it was this dream about my parents quarelling and my dad got so stressed up he commited suicide.
i knw i sound saddistic to call it a dream.
i woke up from tht dream thinking it was a bad bad nightmare too.
i was panting under perspiration and told myself not to think about it.
after all it was just one of them bad nightmares.
it was only until today i realised it was such an inspiring dream.

i was in the food court with some friends for lunch before service and this aunty came to sit down at our table since there were no other seat in the then crowded food court.
thn this man came over and began talking to the aunty.
for a moment i thought this man was a con trying to trick the poor old lady of her money or something like that.
he was asking her how come she was sitting there alone and how's life at home and her family.
typical conman's questions.

until
"conman": you have grandchildren?
aunty: yeah, nine of them.
"conman": whoa! good life!
aunty: thank God! (all in mandarin)

and the conversation turned to church and Christianity.
so the "conman" was not trying to con the aunty of her money but trying to share Christ with her.
at that point, i was simply surprised but thought not much into it.
until the man left and the aunty began to talk to us.

she asked if we attend church and she told us that she has been attending this cantonese church in chinatown.
tht got us interested and we, like the "conman", began to bomb her with questions
us: aunty, when were you saved?
aunty: just a few years ago.
us: who brought you to church?
aunty: my daughter.
us: aunty how old are you now?
aunty: im old, sixty-eight alrdy.
us: so how old were you when you got saved?
aunty: (after some calculation), sixty-six. (all in mandarin)
wow. her daughter brought her to church when she was sixty-six.
how much more can we bring our parents to Christ?
i mean old folks that age are known to be stubborn.
our parents arent that old.

we also got curious and asked
us: aunty, how did your daughter bring you to Christ?
aunty: oh, she prayed and prayed for me. night and day she prayed for me. she even got a priest to prophesy over me. (all in mandarin)
WOW.
but still, at that time, i was simply amazed and slightly more inspired to bring my parents to Christ but there wasnt much second thought to it.

UNTIL SERVICE where things began to piece together like a jigsaw puzzle.
Pastor How was just talking about the overnight prayer meeting and sharing some breakthroughs and miracles with us.
thn it hit me.
i thought of that "nightmare".
what if one day my dad just died before he got to knw my heavenly Daddy?
what if one day my mum just died before she got to knw my heavenly Daddy?
wouldnt tht mean tht i wont get to see them in heaven when I die?
that was why God gave me tht dream.
He wants me to see how scary it is, to see my loved ones die without accepting Jesus into their lives.

a question ran past my mind then.
how am i going to reach out to them?
they dislike me attending church and told me to not get involved in things like Bible study.
they dont even knw tht i serve in church ministries.
thn God answered me.
through the sermon Pastor How preached He answered me.
PRAYERS.
for a miracle to happen, you first have to go into the upper room and Pray Until Something Happens.

prayers does wonders.
never underestimate the power of God.
you too can get your parents saved too. ((:
-ruoen

11:59:00 pm

shiwei lost second round too.
refer to his tagboard which was made the duelling site since his msn got problems.
im the QUEEN!!!
-ruoen

2:59:00 pm

im having a fight with shiwei now
its the second round right now
i told him he'll regret asking me to blog
he'll beg me to stop soon.
hahhs!
im QUEEN!

its OBVIOUS tht he lost cos our nick were initially
11SLC_+ shiwei\i don't know what's happening anymore
and
ruoen ;

thn halfway thru his became
11SLC_+ shiwei\STUPID RUOEN; wo kankai le !
because he's starting to get irritated by my super duper uber niao-ing skills.

thn to
11SLC_+ shiwei\STUPID RUOEN; RAHH !
because he thought by using "RAHH", he can irritate me but apparently he cant.

thn it went to the extreme which was also his first and last sign of defeat...

11SLC_+ shiwei\RUOEN! theres something wrong with my msn; i cant argue with you liao! but doesn mean i lose !

therefore,
shiwei lost.

actually theres still more like how he wanted to deny the fact tht he lost until he said
shiwei_+ 11slc\ says:
i didn win because of the msn problem okay !

admit it, shiwei, YOU LOST.
-ruoen

2:29:00 am

chinese oral was terrible.
i was late half and hour cos i thought it was eight-thirty but was still safe since they havent started.
listening compre was crap.
the CHINESE cd track ended off with "this is the end of the chinese oral examination."
i was trying so hard not to laugh.
the chinese passage was crap.
all my hopes were there and thn when i saw the passage, i nearly fainted.
so long with so many unknown creepy crawlies aka words.
the cip question was dumb.
bcos chenyongming said its ok if you want to stop and think for a while before you start answering so i did exactly tht and the tchr was like "you understand my question?"
i'll slaughter him when i return to school.
and when i was starting to answer the question, i went "wo ren wei CIP shi" cos i immediately forgot wht was CIP in chinese.
whoa. shi bai larh.
-ruoen

11:48:00 pm

oooh
its back to english even before the oral's over.
hahhs
makes life so much easier.
-ruoen

1:12:00 am

went out with chicken witch pigeon sihui to watch mr and mrs smith
brad pitt is hot
hahhs
sihui laughs like mad
her laughter so loud and she laughs at the slightest thing that happens during the movie.
at first i didnt found the thing funny at all but the moment sihui laughs, i felt like laughing too.
and wendy was beside me asking "huh? wht happened?"

after tht rushed home cos parents wanted to go msia for dinner.
rushed to orchard alrdy thn they tell me they're not going anymore cos my dad wasnt feeling well.
so i went back to find them and ongah dexter eugene clovie at ps cafe cartel.
rah make me travel for nth.
we ate so much bread!!
and we realised cafe cartel is actually very cheap.
cheaper than food court even!
hahhs

ltr walked ard town with chicken clovie qingxiang ongah dexter.
qing wanted to catch her tong xin yuan so she went home.
crazy pigeon!

tmr having oral and i still hvnt prepared.
but since they said it's just prac and chenyongming told us how easy it was for us to score. distinction for oral, im just going to browse through my notes and roughly get the idea of wht kind of questions may come out.
on second thougt maybe i shld just go and sleep so tht i wont talk crap tmr.
thn on third thought, maybe i shld go read the notes and sleep ltr since oral's all abt crapping.
yeah i shall do tht.
-ruoen

11:41:00 am

Mengenal- Mu
Bila ku buka mataku
dan lihat wajah-MU,
ku terkagum
Bila ku lihat hidupku
dan karya tangan-MU
ku tersanjung

karna semua yang baik
dalam hidupku
itulah karya-MU
Kau bri kesempatan yang baru

Dan ku ingin mengenal-Mu TUHAN
lebih dalam dari smua yang ku kenal
tiada kasih yang melebihi-MU
ku ada untuk menjadi penyembah-MU

powerrrrrr!
love this song!
-ruoen

3:19:00 am

LOOK QING! AN ENTRY!
bwahahah.
was talking to qing and sihui on the phone just now and qing kept complaining about this stagnant blog
and she complained about not having anything to do
and she complained about having too much review papers to do (or maybe i was the one who started it)
and she complained and complained and complained...
therefore she's now the complainful pigeon
she doesnt knw im calling her tht but she will when she sees this.

HI QING! so nice of me to dedicate this entire entry to you (and your complaints) go drop me a tag!

ooh. and my blogger's in chinese.
i thought it was just me until chicken told me hers is in chinese too.
i have no idea how to change it back
firstly, the words are too small and i cant see.
secondly, the words are in chinese and i cant read.
so im just going to leave it as it is and maybe it will pop back to english agn!
so smart.
-ruoen

11:16:00 pm

give me some time for the links yepp?
and do leave yours behind if you dont see yours there.
LOST THEM ALLLL!
rah
-ruoen

5:35:00 pm

updated!
dont bug me to update anymore.
im going to spend the whole of tonight ransacking the whole house for that lost CD-ROM so that i can get my internet connection back.
life without internet, CAN DIE man.
CD-ROM!!!! WHERE ARE YOUUU!!!

rah.
-ruoen

5:21:00 pm