Tuesday, September 26, 2006
PRELIMS

IT IS FINISHED.

-ruoen

11:39:00 pm


Friday, September 22, 2006
im in a holiday mood

there's physics practical tomorrow.
and one more emath paper one nxt tues.
IVE SURVIVED IT.
haha.
somehow, it feels like prelims is alrdy over.
just tdy itself, so many went out to celebrate, movies and such.
i came home after dental appointment, wanted to catch some sleep but ended up watching my sassy samsoon with my sis.
is tht the show name?
uhhh. nvm.

i got my retainers tdy.
they are so uncomfortable i'll rather have my braces back.
and braces look better too, i think.
and yes, I HAVE TAKEN MY BRACES OUT.
hahah.
gwen helped me count how many true friends i have; those who noticed the missing pieces of metal from my teeth.
in the end i think we concluded that i have 5 true friends and about 4 half-true friends i think.
okay, this is not a very nice way to judge how many friends i have because i knw i have loads out there.
right, funkaye buddy?

oh did i mention the box tht came with the retainers is HOT PINK?
i did dr chew did it on purpose.
HA.

and regarding OH- and Cl-, everybody's been giving me convincing theories.
for BOTH OH- and Cl-.
i must get mrs hoo to explain man.
thn i'll confuse her just like how i confused many others.
its a fun way to learn and you'll nvr fall asleep.

im a really happy girl.
really really happy.
i managed to smile the first thing in the morning on monday morning.
even though i had a paper to take tht morning.
I SMILED!

guys, if you ever feel tired, exhausted, stressed, frustrated, depressed (like maybe by prelims?),
TALK TO GOD.
one day i was just worshipping God.
last thursday if im not wrong.
was having such a great time until suddenly the door of the house flew open.
nahh. dont think seventh month because its way over.
i thought i could be the wind because it just started to rain.
it scared me a lot at first because i rmb very clearly tht i closed the door when i returned home for i would nvr half-close tht door.
the sight of a half-closed door irritates me. (HAHA)
though i was half-convinced it was just the wind, part of me told me it couldnt be.
i finally came to the conclusion that it could be God.
well..it was not impossible.
i was worshipping God and maybe at tht moment God decided to come in so He opened the door and came in?
well, one thing for sure was tht after the worship session, i felt so light-hearted even until today.
a big contrast from what i felt just 30 minutes before the door opened.

so i think...
IT MUST BE GOD!

whether or not it was God,
it's really up to you to believe.
but trust me, He's the best comfort you can find anywhere.

:)

and just a few days back, yx and i were talking to each other online.
he asked me why was i a Christian.
and we started sharing with each other about how we came to know God.
then we began to think also, what would we be tdy if i have not come to know God.

i'll be watching my sassy samsoon, other korean drama serials, HK drama serials, japanese anime every single day, even late into the nights.

i would be towning every single day with no purpose, no aim. just walk around, trying hard to act pretty and cool.

i would probably be catching every single movie there is in the cinemas because i have nothing better to do.

yx said i'll probably go ard and suck up to the popular girls in school.

we both agreed tht i might even end up in some BGR and seek love from there.

i would be walking back from school to home (amk to yishun) simply because i had nothing better to do.

i would be hanging out in school just for the fun of it (actually, whts so fun abt hanging out in sch...)

i would still always look dao. (HA)

MOST IMPTLY,
i wont be a happy girl.
even if i was, i would most probably be fake, with loads of hidden unhappiness deep inside me.
i wouldnt have found great pple, great buddies.
i would have no purpose in life.
i wouldnt be who i am today.

IM GLAD AND I THANK GOD THAT I FOUND GOD!
(:

gab & jiaxin ; hahah. actually, alton put the everybody shld be a ruoen thing. and im not allowed to edit it, i think. hahah. lets just wait till ive got more time..
adelyn ; HAHA! no la, where got so good..how's yours so far?? miss you guys alot man.
anonymous ; uhh. haha thks.
liwen ; boy was i surprised to see your tags!
ru ; i believe you were sposd to study biology as in transportation in mammals and plants and things like tht, not how the word came about.. good background knowledge though. im sure you can impress the examiner if you write tht somewhere on your answer script. thn agn, bio paper is over.. try cambridge.

-ruoen

12:35:00 am


Tuesday, September 12, 2006
PRELIMS

ohyes.
i am in the midst of my prelims but im taking my break now.
haha.
im really proud of myself today because i studied from 11 to 7, stopping only to eat, to go toilet and to play with royston's phone (which was really, only awhile)

question of the day:
if you were to eletrolyse dilute Sodium Chloride with inert electrodes, what anions will be discharged?

this question was debated by many this afternoon and i came to the conclusion that:
i believe its OH- and not Cl-.
however im still doubtful.
the tchrs dno wht they're teaching.
the chemistry book (Chemistry Matters) which mrs mok from hwachong claimed was so good is contradicting itself.

anyway, im just going to put OH- i think.
i'll argue if i dont get the mark.
argue until my jaw drop.
hahahahahaha.
okay.
i've got macromolecules, carboxylic acid and alcohol to go.

history was disgusting but im going to mug hard for lit.

okay.
5 papers down, 10 more to go...

-ruoen

10:40:00 pm


Monday, September 04, 2006
SCHOOLS

Pastor Joakim Lundqvist rocks!
and i'm proud to say that i did not miss a single session of his wonderful messages!
the testimonies he shared opened up my mind and made me think that i can nvr do enough to bring His love to the people.
all the radical youths in Sweden are amazing people.
just a handful of them, raising up s$25 000 (in just 2 weeks) just to buy copies of new testaments for everyone in the school.
and more than just that, just tht handful of them, wrapped all 6000+ new testaments with 6000+ handwritten notes, all personally addressed to all in their school.
now that's something.
how radical and wonderfully amazing.

c'mon people, lets not be stuck to the small things.
we've a BIG BIG God.
He's given us this vision for 2006 for a reason.
let's live up to that vision before 06 comes to an end.
how sad would it be that at heart awards 06, standing in cozycot, and you realise that you have not done anything radically BIG enough for God.
let's not hold back any longer.

let's conquer the O's and the schools together.
eeloo, sihui, huiqing, shanshan, gwen, zhuo'er jomain, emily,
LET'S DO THIS TOGETHER!
love you guys.

joanna ; haha. YES YES! cant wait! meanwhile, blessings for your exams! do well! keep loving Christ (:
shuyi ; HEY! yay thks! do leave your link nxt time you come by yea?
adelyn ; hahaa. you are so funny. i laugh like mad everytime you say something to Green. glad tht you loved the posts! yepp, and God bless you for your exams as well! (:
charmaine ; uh. HAHAHaHHAhaHAHAHA. wu.
retard ; ha. poetic genes from you? well well. i'll think about tht. HAHA! ROCK ON RETARD!

-ruoen

11:42:00 am


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