Monday, June 30, 2008
SPAIN WILL WIN TONIGHT

i'm staying up for the match man!
like ivan said, it's a match no one shld miss man.
even non-soccer-fans.
even if you knw nuts about soccer, there is just no reason for you to miss the euro finals!

okay, actually there might be just one reason.
SCHOOL TMR.

but something cool just happened.
i was cracking while showering just now, how am i going to watch the match without my mum knwing.
i mean she definitely wont be thrilled at the idea of me staying up to watch a match if there's school the next day.
but thn when she came into the room, my problem was solved.
she asked why i didnt go and watch the match, as if she wasnt even expecting me to be home so early.
so i'm taking tht as permission to watch the match.
afterall, she said "finals leh!"
hahah my mum is real hip and real cool.

i just wish she could become even cooler and hipper by getting saved (:

today started off with a breakfast with some of the third day pple.
dex, for the first time in 239846293 billion years, didnt shoo me away from third day practice!
hahaha. dex, tht's like the one and only time you've been nice to me.
okay, maybe second.

thn went to settle some hospi stuff and had discipleship class with pst how!
it was so powerful (:
even as we all began to share our thoughts, i could feel God's pahpah presence amidst us.
it was the exact same feeling i felt when i was having dinner with pastors some years back, whereby pastors were talking to a few of us about our dreams.
tht tangible presence felt was simply beyond words.
i would never ever forget the feeling.
the room wasnt too cold nor too hot, but somehow, the atmosphere kept sending chills, shivers and heat to my body at different intervals.
well i really dont knw how best to describe it.
it is supernatural and you just got to experience it for yourself to get what i mean.
seriously.

anyway,
spain will win tonight.
not tht i really support them all the way.
but in this match, i want spain to win, to own, to thrash!

-ruoen

1:49:00 am


Wednesday, June 25, 2008


chem dwn, math lit and physics to go.
i wasted marks for chem but i'm not going to fail math.

i met my ah ma today! she's so adorable and cute as always.
i'm adopting her in my prayers (:

i enjoy spending time with God!
every night.
no matter how tired, spending time with God is what i'm always looking forward to.
day in, day out.
AND NOW IS THE TIME !
haha bye my friendsss (:

-ruoen

12:38:00 am


Monday, June 23, 2008
faith & success

ytd i finally got a copy of fourth dimension!!!
the moment pst announced that we have it available at the bookstore, i was happy like HAPPY.

and so i started reading it.
and thn i began to slowly see what pastors and the leaders are really talking about when they say fourth dimension, when they say we got to have faith when we pray.
listening to them telling us is one thing. reading it yourself is a whole new thing all together.
i mean listening to them, i feel like an onlooker, trying to figure out whts happening.
reading the book, i feel like i'm moving on and growing with them!
i'm addicted to the book.
in fact, i want to read the book more than i want to read my notes. UGH.
silly exams.
it'll be over soon.
and they will be conquered beautifully (:

but it's not going to completely stop me from reading my book.
nothing's going to stop me from growing, from going closer to God.
because that's a burning desire in me.

and it's also another of my burning desires to see PIE down, PO gone.
my parents will become good friends of uncle goh and aunty lilian! HAHA (:

-ruoen

2:11:00 am


Monday, June 16, 2008


this week is fun, packed, exciting, tiring and life-changing!
been out alot and pastor said bel and i were going to keep our mouth shut for one whole week to rest it after a whole week of talking.
well, i'm not surprised if that were to happen but knowing myself, it's really hard.
people say i can't even keep quiet for 5 seconds and i really agree on that.
hahah but i love the way i am!
not tht i'm perfect. there's still things to change.
but i still love myself (:
dont be jealous because my life is better than yours.

there were just so many things that happened this week.

OH. LIKE I GRADUATED FROM BMT (:
i must say it was really tough. especially the part whereby we got to get to church by 8am.
well, 7am for me. but it was really good challenge.
when we were back in ftms, 7am was hard but was still possible.
7am at singpost is SOOOO much harder.
but i'm glad i did it (:
and though many of the things taught were things i learnt before, it was so refreshing to hear them all over again. i mean, some were preached so looooong time ago!
but it really teaches us and prepares us to be a great army for God.
PROUD TO BE A BMT GRADUATE!!!!
i'm gonna be a fighter for Christ (:

and RIGHT after that, we had ZONE STAYOVER!
there weren't alot of activities lined up.
no it was not like secondary school camp but it had its own kind of fun.

and we celebrated dearest dearest deng huimin's birthday.
it was oohlalaaa.
there was SO MUCH FOOD you literally had to squeeze the food down.
the auntie was so nice.
i'm going to have a continuous crave for newton circus food for a season now.
well, at least that was for me because i ate dinner and the others didn't.
it was just fun, hanging out with those people.
huimin! hope you liked your coconut "cake" (:

and thn it was the long awaited SCHOOLS SEMINAR.
and i kept thinking about what pst joakim shared about how the distance between us and God actually affects the relationship between us and the people around us.
i never really saw it that way.
but ltr, i began to see that it was really true.
its not just about your church friends.
its also your school friends, your family.
Jesus truly is an all-rounder God.
when He makes things right, He goes all the way man!

"sometimes you just say yes first and wonder about the how later."
FAITH & SUCCESS MAN (:
xinchi is truly a man of great faith!

this holiday was just so fun.
ytd, i realised i had one week of the holidays left and i almost fainted.
i mean i can't believe it flew by so quickly.
i counted and was positive and super sure i still had two more weeks.
but reality forced its way through and convinced me that no, it's really just one week left.
goodness.
i really need to mug like crazy this week.
and i really need faith and capacity.
i need to live up to the name of "mugger president" and not let people like vicky leong overthrow me.
tht guy is really a mad mugger now.
and he still watches almost every single one of the euro matches.
but i guess he's no longer the PR. renzhi, i'm not so sure.. HAHA
EVEN AZFAR'S MUGGING. hohoho.
okay, i really need to start mugging.

i really need coke.
HAHAAA I'M SERIOUSLY ADDICTED TO COKE.
i think i've drunk on average a can per day and to me, that's really a lot.
but coke seriously rocks man.
HAHA.
JULIA, I LOVE COKE!!!!!!!!!



-ruoen

2:25:00 am


Thursday, June 05, 2008
God's words

The joy of the Lord is my strength!

-ruoen

4:29:00 pm


Tuesday, June 03, 2008
rice dumplings (:

i made some rice dumplings with my mum tdy!
been bugging her for two years to make some alrdy.
but for some reason, she said she couldn't make it last yr so we had to wait till this yr!
this was attempt number 1. 
mum said my ahma said the corners of a dumpling is very impt. but obviously i failed to make the corners nice and sharp.
my dad laughed like mad when he saw this.
and as laughter is contagious, i laughed like mad as i was tying it too.
so it really wasnt sposd to look this bad.
I INSIST.


but i improved after awhile!
okay, actually this was the only nice one i made the entire day.

whoa i enjoy making dumplings man.
but its really a long and tiring process.
my mum was saying, after her generation is all gone, no one from my generation will make dumplings anymore.
i beg to differ.
i'll make sure i learn it, make it right, and teach my future kids.
HAHAHAHA.
thn i'll tell them: "my ah ma says when you make dumplings, you must make sure you get nice corners. if not, she will scold you."
HAHA.

-ruoen

5:16:00 pm


Monday, June 02, 2008


i had a really exciting exciting weekend!!
there was camp, there were services with pst tan, one great service with pst lia!
didnt get the opportunity to blog earlier but it was so so so so great to have pastors back home (:
AND I LOVE ZONE F (:
they are so full of energy. and their energy gets transferred too. it kinda defies the physics idea of energy cannot be created nor destroyed.
with zone f, energy MULTIPLIES!

oh did i mention, jan is such a noisy girl. HAHA
she koped my toiletries and only returned them the next day.

if i could shout one thing to the world
it would be to know You
if i could give my life to a cause
it would be for You
if i could have one reason to testify
it would be about the way
You set me free
You set me free

-ruoen

10:29:00 pm


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